Chapter 4
For a long moment, neither of them moved.
Eight years of grief rose up in June’s throat. She had imagined this moment a thousand times, in dreams she woke from crying. In every one of those dreams, she ran to her daughter.
Instead, she stood very still.
“I brought flowers to your grave every Mother’s Day,” she said. Her voice cracked. “For eight years, Annie.”
Annie’s face crumpled. “I know, Mama. I know.”
Inside, Travis stood by the little kitchen table with his hat in his hands. Lacey peeked out from behind his leg, the silver harmonica still clutched in her fist.
“Sit down, Mama,” Travis said softly. “Please. Let her tell you.”
So June sat at the tiny table, and her daughter told her everything.
Dale Kimbrough had been charming at first. They always are, Annie said. But by the time she was carrying Lacey, she had learned what he really was. A man with a cruel temper and friends who were worse. A man who made his money moving stolen cattle across three counties in the middle of the night.
When Annie finally told him she was going to the sheriff, Dale didn’t yell. He smiled. And he told her exactly what would happen if she ever ran.
“He said, ‘You can hide from me, Annie. But your mama won’t let you stay hidden. She’ll never stop looking. And all I have to do is follow her straight to you.'”
June opened her mouth to argue. Then she closed it.
Because it was true. If she had known her daughter was alive and missing, she would have torn Texas apart. She would have pinned Annie’s picture to every feed store bulletin board and every church door in five counties. She would have gone on the evening news.
And a man like Dale Kimbrough would have been watching.
“I called Travis the night Lacey was born,” Annie said. “From a pay phone at the hospital. I didn’t know what else to do.”
Travis had driven through the night, and Earl had come with him. In that hospital parking lot, at four in the morning, the three of them made the hardest decision of their lives.
Annie would disappear. And the only way to make June stop looking was to make her believe there was nothing left to find.
“Dad couldn’t do it,” Travis said quietly. “He tried. He stood on the porch for an hour. But he couldn’t lie to your face, Mama. He never could.” He looked down at the floor. “So I did.”
And he had kept doing it, Annie said, for eight years. Once a month, Travis drove ninety miles with groceries and money he didn’t really have. He fixed her roof. He fixed her truck. He taught Lacey to ride a bike on the gravel road outside the trailer.
He never told a soul. Not even his wife. When Carla found the gas receipts, she was sure there was another woman. She left him three years ago.
He let her believe it.
June looked at her son. At the gray in his beard she had somehow never noticed. At the tired lines around his eyes.
“And yesterday?” she asked. “At the funeral?”
“Dale got arrested three weeks ago,” Travis said. “Dad made sure of that. He spent two years quietly tracking Dale’s stolen herds through every sale barn in West Texas. Nobody could read a cattle brand like Dad.” He swallowed hard. “But the hearing isn’t until Tuesday, and Dale’s cousins still live in our county. Half the county was in that church, Mama. And Lacey looks exactly like Annie did at her age.”
June remembered it now. How Travis had kept looking at the door. How he had called the little girl a thief, loud enough for everyone to hear.
“You wanted them to throw her out,” she said slowly. “Before anybody looked at her face for too long.”
“I’d rather the whole county think I’m the cruelest man in Texas,” Travis said, “than let one wrong person see her.”
His voice broke. “I’m sorry, Mama. I’m sorry for every single day of it. But I’d do it again.”
The trailer was very quiet.
Then Lacey stepped out from behind Travis. She reached into the pocket of her yellow dress and pulled out an envelope, creased and soft, as if it had been carried for a long time.
June’s name was written on the front, in Earl’s handwriting.
“Grandpa said to give you this,” Lacey whispered, “if he couldn’t bring us home himself.”